I hate myself most of the time

But it’s hard to see through the arrogance

I’m so damn cynical

I kill my friends up in my mind

But it’s hard to see through the conversation

I’m too lucky for these people

My friends all say

You’ll get it together

But I’m so fake

I’ve got nothing together 

It’s terrible weather in here

I lose my mind when I’m not with you

I quite literally go crazy

When I push you to the side

For these selfish things in life

I feel so lonely with this sexual frustration

I feel so worthless with poor communication

I set all my goals but abuse my control

To do anything but gravel in my situation